Should I keep him or loss him?

one of the best reason in life is being able to make yourself happy. And it doesn’t mean that you have to keep a relationship that that does not make you happy at all. Relationship should be the source of your happiness and not the cause of your anxiety. What I went through was such a terrible thing at all. I thought I would be able to still keep the man that i love but deep inside of me I am not happy at all. Nothing a lot painful than seeing the man I love making love with someone else which she only does for me.

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every night I thought of what he has done and he still keep it like I never knew about. I think of it a couple of times, many times that I want to break up with him early but I still hold the memories we had so I played like I never know anything about it. Isn’t it ironic that I let myself fool by this person and still stay with him? he really knows to play a woman’s heart. I’ve know that he is cheating on me and make me anxious every time he is not with me. as time passes by, it became a burden to me. I thought that i could make it but I was wrong all along.

I always thought that he will change and I just have to let it pass. But as what I have observed he continued seeing another woman and act like he never cheated on me. One day I woke up that I have to ditch this guy right now. I took a deep breath and told my boyfriend that I want to separate from him. It was hard at first, he was sorry and keep connecting to me but I am not going on his trap. I will never allow myself again to be fooled. It took me weeks or months to be able to move on. I feel the pain all along. I told myself that I have to feel it until I stop feeling it anymore. it was the best thing I ever done to myself.

And looking back on that time it was horrible but worth it. I have never been this happy in my life. i free myself from all the pain that caused by my ex boyfriend. besides being alone also helps me to become strong and motivated in my goals in life. it helps me to have a brighter life. I am so glad that I did able to make it. what is more important to me now that I made myself glow and bloom from that experience. Ditching my ex boyfriend took me a long time to realized but finally I gave up and thought of stopping that illusion of me. I am waiting on what’s god plan for me now. Besides I am not rushing into love and just enjoying myself.

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